Vedant pov

I sat in my car, ignited the engine and drove to the bar. Soon my car speed turned 40 to 80 , 80 to 100 , and in the end it's 180. My mind was numb. I couldn't proceed with what I just saw a few minutes ago. Soon I stopped my car in front of a bar. I opened the door and stepped outside. I got inside the bar and drank there until I forgot about my pain. But it's increasing with each passing second.

" It's too much , I can't handle this anymore. It's sucking me from inside" I said internally and got outside from the bar, settled myself in the car and drove to my villa.

I was in my room looking at all the portraits of her in which she was smiling and for the first time in my life I didn't like her smiling face. It seems like she is making fun of me and my love. I took off all the portraits of her and threw them with force on the floor and the glasses of the frames broke just like my heart. I moved back and forth in the room and my hands were ruffling my hair roughly again and again.

I took out the beer from my cupboard which I used to drink at night to vanish the pain in my heart. And took out a lighter from the side drawer. I spread that beer on her photo frames and lit the lighter and burned those photos of her. I went to the closet room and opened the cupboard where her clothes were settled in a neat and clean way. I never threw them because it feels like she was with me. I slept cuddling her clothes because it made me feel that I was cuddling with her. I took all of them and threw them where those photo frames were burning. Then I again went to the closet room to take out all her jewelry but my eyes fell on her wedding lehnga and my eyes turned once again teary. It reminded me of our wedding day.

Flashback

" Bhai bhabhi aa gayi " my brother said and I turned to see her. She was wearing a red bridal lehenga. She was coming down the stairs and my heart was beating faster with her each step.  If someone asks me what beauty is, he will have only one answer: Manya.

( Bhai look bhabhi is here )

There was a veil on her face, but even that veil failed to hide her beauty, the innocence of her eyes, her intoxicating smile and the redness of her cheeks.

I could see the result of the penance of my love by her step forward.  Manya is  my penance. It is the penance that I have done for fifteen years. I have loved her from the bottom of my heart. I have loved her so much that my soul only calls Manya's name day and night.  My soul, heart and body belong only to her.  She is a goddess and I am her devotee.

She came and stood in front of me. I lifted her veil and her dazzling brown eyes met with mine. Manya is that river which neither any rock nor any mountain can stop and I am the sailor who is floating in her flow.

" You are beautiful " I said and a shy smile crept on her face.

Flashback ends

" Why did you leave me alone? " I asked, looking at her wedding lehenga.

" You betrayed me Manya thakur " I said and knelt down and the room filled with my loud cries.

" I HATE YOU MANYA THAKUR" I screamed my lungs out and the veins of my neck and hands popped out.

I called my manager and he picked it in a single bell.

" Yes sir "

" Make a fake contract and write in it that if Manya yaduvanshi leaves this job, then she will have to pay Rs. 2 crores as compensation. " I ordered him.

" Sir who Manya yaduvanshi ? " he asked me and it pissed me off.

" You don't know stupid man, the girl you sent inside as my secretary " I yelled at him and I can hear his flinch.

" Sir her name is Manya thakur " he said with a trembling voice and it pierced my heart when I heard that she changed her surname.

" Whatever she is, just make a fake contact " I ordered him and cut the call.

" Mrs yaduvanshi you just see my love now be ready for my hate. " I said and wiped my tears off which were constantly flowing.

Author pov

Manya was at her rented house where she lives alone. She has been living here for the last five years all alone. Fighting with her inner turmoil. She is still not able to come out from the fact that she is the daughter of a rapist and the reason for her mother's death. She made her believe that she doesn't deserve anyone. A bad omen like her should live alone. She tortured herself every single day by saying that she deserves pain. She just ate once a day . It was difficult for her. But now it has become her habit. She finds a new way. Write now she tortured herself by placing hot iron on her forearms.

" Ahh" She hissed in pain when the hot iron touched her skin. And she has a rule that if even single tear escape from her eyes she will repeat it again.

" You deserve this bitch..you deserve this pain " she said cursing herself and made herself believe that she deserves every bit of it.

" The life that I had said goodbye to five years ago, you again brought that life in front of me, why God why? " She screamed in pain and breakdown in uncontrollable sobs.

"It would have been better if I had died that day. " She said in between her sobs.

"I have not even  seen the photos of my children and husband even once in these five years because I wanted to punish myself for leaving them and today you have brought him in front of me."

" Why are you making it more difficult for me?" She cried

" Do you even know how difficult it was for me when I took my 4-day-old children away from me? " She asked God.

Flashback

" Aditi please let me feed and hug them for one last time " Manya spread her hands and pleaded to Aditi who was leaving the apartment with kids in her arms.

" Why are you doing this to you and your kids? Why don't you go back and live a happy life with your husband " Aditi said carefully, handing her Vani who is two minutes older than Aastik.

" No I can't go back to him ...a bitch like me just deserves pain " she said harshly and wiped her tears off. She looked at the small innocent face of Vani and her eyes turned teary again and a smile appeared on her face.

" You know my baby you just look like your father....your eyes, your nose,  your lips, cheeks everything is just like your father" she coed to her. And Vani was  looking at her mother with doe eyes.

" My love you both took care of each other and your father " she said looking at Aastik whom she just held and now her both kids were on her lap.

" You know your papa is the purest soul I have ever seen. He will always love you both " she said and tears rolled down from her eyes.

After that she fed both of them one last time and hugged them and that time she completely break down.

" Mumma loves you both" she said between her sobs and placed a deep kiss on their forehead one by one.

Then Aditi took them from her and left crying Manya alone.

Flashback ends

" Can I see my kids for once ? "

" No..A bad omen like you don't deserve this "

" Just please for once... it's to much for me "

" So you want to harm them huh ? "

" No...Never "

" I will never seen them again"

I took out my phone and posted a resignation letter on the office site.

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